I posted this on my facebook, but it is such a strange, that has left me in such a stupor, that I think it is worth posting on here, so other people can read it.
I just had the weirdest, surreal moment
of my life. I am sitting in my bed, lights off, watching Torchwood on
my laptop. It's really late, and I shouldn't be up because I have to
wake up early in the morning. This inevitably will make me exhausted
tomorrow. Because of how long I was looking at the screen, everything
around me is completely black. I look up and stare for a few seconds,
expecting to see my room back at my house. I envision it with my
stare, but then it fades to my room in my apartment. Maybe it is
because I have done this same thing, watching stuff on my laptop late
at night while it is dark, so many times that I just subconsciously
thought I was still at home, but it is one of the strangest
occurrences that has ever happened to me. Looking up to expect to be
in a place you have been all your life, and have it be a place you
are barely familiar with. From something you know and understand, to
something new and unfamiliar.
Now I am left lying here, typing this, in a state of disbelief, mind whirling with questions that I can't answer, and may not even have one, wondering what I should do now. Is this what déjà vu feels like? If so, then I never want to feel it again. Because having your reality changed like that makes you... a bit crazy.
Or maybe that's just me.
No comments:
Post a Comment